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The Weight of Afternoon

There is a specific quality to the light in the middle of a long afternoon, when the sun has lost its morning urgency but has not yet begun the slow, bruised surrender of the evening. It is a heavy light, one that seems to press against the skin, revealing the texture of things that have stood in its path for a long time. In the North, we rarely see this kind of relentless, baked clarity; our light is usually filtered through layers of mist or the thin, pale veil of the Arctic circle. When the sun stays high and unyielding, it strips away the shadows where we might otherwise hide our histories. It forces us to be seen in our entirety, mapping the lines of our faces like the weathered bark of a birch tree that has survived many winters. We carry our years in the way we hold our gaze against such brightness. Does the light reveal the person, or does the person simply become a vessel for the light to finally rest upon?

The Church Keeper by Rasha Rashad