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The Weight of Footsteps

I keep a small, rusted iron key in a velvet pouch, though I have long since forgotten which door it once opened. It is heavy for its size, cold to the touch, and carries the faint, metallic scent of a house that no longer exists. We spend so much of our lives moving through spaces, leaving behind the echoes of our footsteps on floorboards that will eventually be replaced or forgotten. There is a quiet ache in the act of walking away—a transition between who we were in a room and who we must become once we step out into the wider, indifferent air. We are always in the process of departing, shedding layers of ourselves like autumn leaves on a path. We leave behind the ghosts of our intentions, the things we meant to say, and the versions of ourselves that were only ever meant to inhabit a single, fleeting moment. If we could look back at every threshold we have ever crossed, would we recognize the person who walked through them? Or are we simply shadows, forever moving toward a horizon that keeps shifting just out of reach?

Walking Away by Jabbar Jamil